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Thursday Afternoon Review and Rant

Thursday Afternoon

"Mistaken Memories Of Mediaeval Manhattan

Watching Brian Eno’s Experimental films very slow moving and I’ve read reviews
Where his fans complain how Slow it is but show their ignorance. This is meant to be seen in an art gallery on multiple screens and not at home. People don’t understand video art. At base art gallery I used to get this guy always hounding about my video stuff and kept asking me What does it all mean? I really felt sory for the guy, until he never stopped asking what does it all mean. For something that is created by accidents glitches and video mistakes it really is hard to explain yourself. Nobody understands you if it came from the ethers or the well spring of creativity they don’t understand that.

They only understand "well I got high one day and I made this" Getting High is an interesting Cop Out and easily digestable and safe to say my work is drug imspired. When it actually isn’t
and funny some people mainly stoners don't believe me if I tell them I wasn't high.

when I see Thursday afternoon I can see the slow moving is purely calculated it may not have some serious digestable significance that an art buyer, collector, or usurper can grasp onto but will have meaning in pure essence of "creartivity" and will make sense on an unconscious level. If we could take the snobbery and over intellectualization of Art then maybe
We all can have a better understanding that Art Comes from inside of All and not in the class room or the Fecal matter of an art proffessors musings, text book chitter chatter
That is so dull.

This to me is the Rape of Art. Art is Us. Its everything. I guess I’m going off on a tangent here is because I thought I wasn’t going to like the videos and yet I did

More Required Reading

Hell’s Angels A Strange and Terrible Saga by Hunter S. Thompson. I’m halfway through and its absorbing if I can focus on it. To much computer problems. Now fixed.

Got into a Fight with the manager at Pizza Hut, I’m fighting everybody lately. Pizza Hut is on my permanent ban list. They guys are so fucked up I’ll never go there again. How does a guy take your order doesn’t write it down, an hour goes by. He brings a burnt pizza that we didn’t even order, and it was cold. Burnt Cold Pizza. And believe me the free Pizza wasn’t like make up Sex. It was quick and tasteless with no love in it.

Looked over my Novel its looks good finally got it back onto my computer

More later

Cio
Craig

New Word Creartivity

Non Scientific Pole

I'm taking a non scientific pole

If all religious and spiritual leaders like Ghandi MLK Jesus Moses and rob halford Dr Ruth, Maya Angelou, Jesse jackson K Fed Bhuda Bjork wayne newton Inglebert Humperdink Talk Sex with Sue and Oprah, were all made out of Chocolate would you eat them?

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Thank You Craig Caudill

Thanksgiving Gone Wrong

the day was fine until the end, I got into a fight with my dad and finally told him off, which is something I've never done before. And I must say its been a long time coming. Somewhere down the line collectively my brothers and I lost the fear and respect of him because of the way he treats my mom with his mistress and his snazzy new log cabin house while my mom wonders how the heat is going to be paid, with the foundation of her house slowly sinking lower and lower.

my younger brother and I were arguing about a suspected rumor about him which is no big deal really, but he is in denial and is embarrassed about something he did almost ten years ago. My Dad tried to stop the argument and began poking me and play slapping me in the face. I didn't like so i told him to mind his own business , and yet it was the,

"You better go Sit down old man" that got to him. I was kicked out of the house and banished for life it was really bad I thought my brother Robby wanted to kill him. needless to say the whole thing was terrifying and my father revealed to me his most selfish side. He somehow has justified in his mind his mistress. he has justified everything and is okay with selfish behavior and keeping my mom in limbo of when he will stay for good or not

I have never hated him more then I have right now, and yet it is more pity then anything else. the nelgect I felt as a child cannot nmeasure the pain and torture he has put on my mother these last few years. he is an awful man self asorbed and justified to actually feel any guilt. I am convinced he thrives on such action.

he has never heard me Spell it out to him. and I did and later on heard that he is beside himself. not sure if its my older brother or me. either way. I feel like I just got something off my chest that needed to be said. I can't believe I did, and yet the words flew out of my mouth.

Go Sit down old man, You never done nothing for me, so why do I have shut up? Go sit down old man go sit down old man go sit down old man. this mantra was my knife and I stabbed and stabbed. Go Sit down old man.

Borat

Borat is a car crash over and over a complete shock to the system a guilty pleasure. he did things I would never do for money or even a promise for an oscar... i can't believe he did such things like chasing the jew with devil horns and mrs jew who lays the jew egg and they kill the baby jew chick and so on and so on. and yet I loved every minute of it. My wife and I laughed our Asses off Royally.

High Five

Shut up About K Fed

Ha ha I gave 5 stars, November 22, 2006

Reviewer:

Controlled by Bees "BZZZZZZZZ" (Covington Ky) - See all my reviewsYou Think K Fed is bad, wait until I drop My rhymes on ya all. I have no skills and no formal training, the most I could hope for is that my grandparents would buy my new album, and they are long gone.

I promise my album will sink so low that you will pray that K Fed was knocking Britney spears up every year. You'd wish he played in your neighborhood all the time. I promise you'll be praying for K Fed to make "playing with Fire 2 Electric Boogaloo."

You will hate me more you will hate me more than terrorists more than tiny tim the golden girls and Bob Saggett. You shut up about K Fed I warn you. thats all for now

lately

I burned my wrist on a tv dinner, and blew a fuse, and thankfully my lecture at Conner High School has been delayed until the spring. which is good because I'm preparing my manuscripts for publishers and I need to stay focused on that.

I'm still waiting on Mount Zion press and The Eye magazine. for my copy.

And Yet even more Dreams about Bees

it was like a episode of Monty Python I guess or just comedic. but for some reason this swarm of bees went for this guys face. it was so much that the only option was to cut his head off and preserve or trap the bees in jar along with head. it didn't make much sense

I Never Thought

After long periods of times of writing poems and submiting them and recieving rejections out the ying yang I never thought I would be accepting magazine offers and rejecting others. well that is just what happened I was accepted by Parameter Magazine like in August for my Poem Over my Shoulder and I just had to email another magazine in London who liked the same poem that I just accepted another offer along time ago.

CRAZY!!! I hope I made the right decision and yet I must keep in mind that They don't like publishing the same poems and stories, it pisses them off

So Kudos for Me!!!

And yet Another Dream about Bees

Living in my new Apartment I'vebeen having Wild and crazy dreams. vivid and scarey and sometimes remarkable. and when I wake up my chest is pounding and I think I'm having a heart attack. today I thought this was it I'm dying. so If I die in my sleep You know why.

and yet I can't be having a heat attack because I just had sex and I hear you drop dead after sex if your ticker is bad.

so anyway my dream was such a weird and wonderful hyperboil, non stop cacaphony of images flying by. within the maelstrom I was going up this ramp only to be interupted by a school of Gold Fish and a swarm of large bees, some three inches long, both just whizzing as if at an intersection. and thats all I can remember. when I woke up I could hear my heart pounding in my ear and my chest was thumping, and I began to take deep breathes. it was terrifying to say the least. I can guess that its because I drank so much ice coffee before I went to bed. but whats funny

I didnt get any of the benefits of alertness as I drank it, thats why I had so many glasses. I was falling assleep and couldn't stay awake. so I don't understand what happen.

Not sure if this means anything or not, the Bee omen this time. but good things are a foot so who knows, wait and see.

American Haunting Review

In all fairness I didn't want to watch. and then as I did It wasn't as bad as critics made it out to be. I thought it was filmed very well. the acting from Spacek and Sutherland good, which is the only thing good in it. then halfway through the movie I Fell Asleep... After I woke up I watched the last half hour.

There was no ghost to be had. It was all look at me My Dad Raped me Drama Queen Movie, set In Olden Times. This doesn't scare me much. A serious subject of course aparently not accurent to the Bell Witch legend accept only in the minds of the writer and directorI later watched the DVD Comentary.

Wow!! this guy is bitter against Critics. although he says he never reads reviews.

the Comentaries was him on camera talking about the movie very little. just him riding in a car trashing critics singing the praises of making movies on ten thousand dollars with final cut pro and great music score and thats all you need.

that attitude your not going to make that many movies, that are great. Change your attitude. make a good movie, and don't worry so much of critics. yeah they suck and they are bitter people everybody knows this. but your not helping yourself either. and please don't film yourself in your commentaries.

which was all about you and not the film. You seemed to be excited about the Internet also. "Like its this new thing" Well the internet for all its worth is only good for two things P.R. and looking at Porn. Okay? Also please don't get in front of the camera, unless there is a demand for your presence stay behind the camera.

Last Comment I really wanted to like this movie

Reading Suggestion

How is his for crazy I just finished a book that took me 6 years to read. snow Country by yasunari kawabata. I had hard time getting into it. but as soon as I got a halfway point it got easier and the ending was Weird. so I suggest to read this book.

Busted

Why are these people getting busted left and right? Foley Rev. Ted Haggard, delay, ann coulter, twice, ralph reed, or anyone esle who had to step down because of scandel.

Come November 7th

Next Tuesday Please Vote Democratic so that maybe we can make way to for a more independant nation by 2008 or later in the future. right now all the republicans got is gay marriage and threats of more terrorism if you vote them out of office.

well if you keep them in office Children will continue to be left behind. Gas will go up again I thought it would go down to $1.65 locally and $1.85 0r 1.90 but I think lots of people were catching on to this. so they stayed in the $2.00 range.

People if you want you country back. then you need to make the rich finally pick up the slack. Places like walmart and Exxon living off the backs of war and poor minimum wage. so if you want this to continue then by all means keep them in office.

if anyone reads this post can somebody educate me on Green Candidates and independant Candidates? because by 2008 maybe we can eliminate the Dems as well. yes I said DEMS too.