Negative Vibe

Some people just has a Negative Vibe, and people just don't realize they are hard to deal with, because that person lacks the skills to adapt to environments
A friend of mine who only shows up when he is trouble came to my house today. I was glad to see him but Man was he a bummer. he's living in his car right now, and it bums me out that People choose to do absolutely nothing in their lives because there life isn't complete. Boo Hoo!!! I'm tired of loser friends, and it seems I got a lot of them or had a lot of them in the past. Because of dealing with Suicidal people I always feel like I'm walking on egg shells with this guy, so I hold a lot back. he always seems ready to kill himself over stupid ass girls.
I can't think of anything not worth dying over than some stupid Chick that doesn't love you back. I'm begining to see why, He's very pushy and doesn't do anything during the relationship.
What's really sad. he is one of the most talented friends I have. he has done makeup on some small films. And if He could get his ass in gear. he could make it. He's just that Talented and yet He wants to Piss it all away. and for what? A Stupid Ass Girl. Get Some Dignity for Christ Sakes!!! Your Worth Every Fucking Penny God Dammit.
What makes me so upset he comes here being very negative. even though He wasn't whining about anything before. We were watching TV and We ended up watching everything he liked, and He wasn't about let anyone watch what they like without some snide comment. Like all my choices are stupid but MASH is a fucking hoot?? then He tells me that when He stays at his Ex Girlfriends house he complained to me that all her boy friend ever does is play his guitar and watch Adult Swim.
If you ask me it sounds very Relaxing to me. I love Adult Swim, and I love the guitar. If I could get away with watching tv all day and play my guitar all day I would. God that is fucking silly ass shit. He's got some nerve to think that.
On top of all this. my wife and I was going to watch Roman Ploanski's Knife in the Water. then all of a sudden He gets all weird about it like it was the dumbest shit in the world. then makes fun of the Ninth Gate, which I like. Most people don't understand avant garde or Mood Pieces. Or films with great atmosphere. They just want a story they understand, sensible plot, and predictable ending that is easily digestible. and then they go out and buy the products. Anything else is to much excercise for the brain. and it fucks with Peoples brains when the film ends before the story actually does.
People hated ninth Gate because the movie ended when Johnny Depps character walked into the gate to meet Lucifer. At least thats what people who understand nothing usually thinks. I tell people over and over. If you saw what the devil looked like or what's behind the Gate. You wouldn't be satisfied with the ending You would have found it cheesy. the Ninth Gate was not really a supernatural thriller or even horror. thats not Polanski's style. and People Kids and Nerds Fed on a diet of Freddy Krueger Movies, comic books and saturday morning cartoons. Just will not get the "Waiting for Godot" Scenario. they don't understand Art Films. they only understand cartoon aspects of movies. They Think Your supposed to be seeing the Devil, but I believe he was going to Paradise, that is beyond all human understanding. that is why it drives people crazy. Because they don't know... and if they don't know. it Fucks with your head.... Because Thinking is required.
People need to watch real movies. the first five minutes of knife in the water was awesome, And I'm very disappointed in my friends inability to adapt to my tastes in films.
What saddens me most is that most of friends just can't let shit go. the past is the past and you need to get over it. Right now I'm talking about most of my friends who are acting like sad sacks. one is going to to Seattle I hope he gets there. I think It's really stupid that everybody needs a realationship to make them feel whole. When I was alone I enjoyed most of it. I got to do everything I wanted. I slept all day. i ate whatever I wanted to, I didn't have to compromise anything. I just had fun. now that I'm in a relationship I miss a lot of the things I did by myself
I think if I were alone again I could handle it. Also people don't realize that when you are alone. which I've notice. if you do nothing. you experience nothing!!!
You don't meet anybody, and nobody ever gets to know you. But if you start doing things like working, getting a hobby, People start coming to you. you attract who you are.
If you keep holding onto stupid shit. then your life becomes stupid shit. Act dignified, and you gain dignity. It really works getting rid of Negative Vibes

posted Wednesday, 11 May 2005

Satan Gets A bad Rap

VANCOUVER, British Columbia (Reuters) - A lazy worker, not a satanic cult, was responsible for severed goat heads that caused a scare at a Vancouver-area school, Canadian police said on Monday.
Police were called in after goat heads were twice found on a bench outside a school in nearby Chilliwack, British Columbia, prompting fears in the suburban community that it had been targeted by a satanic animal killing.
A 19-year-old worker at a local slaughterhouse has admitted he took the two heads with the intention of having them mounted, but then changed his mind and left them at the school in hopes a janitor would dispose of them.
"(Police) want to reassure the community that there were no satanic intentions in relation to these incidents," the Royal Canadian Mounted Police said, adding that the man "should have known better."

posted Wednesday, 11 May 2005